{horizon of love, I know you'll always b here for me|

Saturday, May 31, 2008

1:29 PM

I so regret not going trng yesterday and going today.
AND coach eugene had to intentionally make it worst!
he just had to make me regret, for not telling him i
wasn't going to train. if i did he won't let me not
train so why tell him. AND HE JUST HAD TO LAH.
Now is so freaking regret it. but its okay cause i
already completed this morning's set. haha. and jiao
lian was so lame to say that actually he wanted
to cut the set but we came all the way from home
so it wouldn't be nice to cut the set. like wth.
and coach eugene had to tell me that if i trained
yesterday afternoon he would let me rest today.
forget it. at least i survived considering the fact
that i'm dying. thats about it.
having dinner with angela,sab,*****&mattias.

Friday, May 30, 2008

6:09 PM

i was too lazy to blog yesterday besides there wasn't
really anything to blog about.
i went for morning trng today but skipped the afternoon
cause i need more rest. too tired to sprint anymore.
morning was quite slacked. haha. maybe cause i slacked.
yeah. lol. then after that, bath and went causeway with
angela,
mattias,
gabriel,
vanessa,
yaozong,
darryl,
sabrina.
and we ate food court(: cause no one wanted to eat pasta.
AND BOON HATES PASTA(: haha.
except angela, she left earlier.
then after that we went up to find a movie to watch.
not really find though.
wanted to watch made of honour but watched what happens
in vegas cause made of honour was too late.
but the movie only started at 12.40pm.
so we went to the arcade to waste time.
then after that i felt like eating sweets,
but in the end yaozong bought the sweets and shared with everyone.
haha. thanks, but the sour one is nicer(:
then we went up towatch the movie.
it wasn't a horror show so no one screamed.haha.
it was nice. yeah and i sat beside yaozong again.
haha and boon was super funny, she fell off the chair.
lol. kind of at least but it was super funny.
then took train with matt,vanessa and gab back home.
AND mattias keep threatening me! but its okay.
after tmr he can't anymore. but thanks alot for helping me mattias.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

8:32 PM

I have absolutely nth to blog today.
maybe cause i did nothing.
was super duper uber boreddddd!!

The letter A
What is your age? fourteen.
What annoys you? IDK?
The Letter B
Do you live in a big house? no.
When is your birthday? twentyninthjulyninetythree((:
The Letter C
What's your favorite candy? IDK? too many to mention.
Who's your crush? IDK.
When was the last time you cried? hmmm. can't remember.
The Letter D
Do you daydream? nope.
What's your favorite kind of dog? too many. most are cute.
What day of the week is it?
The Letter E
How do you like your eggs? fried?
Have you ever been in the emergency room? nope.
What's the easiest thing ever to do? IDK.
The Letter F
Have you ever flown in a plane? yeah.
Do you use fly swatters? huh? no.
The Letter G
Do you chew gum? yeah.
Are you a giver or a taker? both(:
Do you like gummy candies? yes duh. rhetorical question.
The Letter H
How are you? fine?
What color is your hair? brownish black.
The Letter I
What's your favorite ice cream? cookies and cream,chocolate cookie dough.
Have you ever ice skated? yes. duh.
The Letter J
What's your favorite jelly bean brand? IDK.
The Letter K
Who do you want to kill? hmm, at the moment? no one.
Where did you go for kindergarten? YMCA.
The Letter L
Are you laid back? kind of.
Do you lie? who doesn't?
The Letter M
Whats your favorite movie? too many.
Do you like mangos? yeah(:
The Letter N
Do you have a nickname? yes apparently.
What is your real name? Nicole.
Whats your favorite number? no idea.
Do you prefer night over day? NIGHT.
The Letter O
What's your one wish? to have many more wishes?IDK.
Are you an only child? nope.
The Letter P
What one fear are you most paranoid about? insects.
What's a personality trait you look for in people? NICE.
The Letter Q
What's your favorite quote? IDK.
Are you quick to judge people? kind of.
The Letter R
Do you think you're always right? nope.
The Letter S
Do you prefer sun or rain? RAIN.
Do you like snow? yeah(:
What's your favorite season? spring,autumn,winter, IDK.
The Letter T
What time is it? 8.45pm
What time did you wake up? 7.14am!
When was the last time you slept in a tent? IDK?
The Letter U
Are you wearing underwear? what a question.
The Letter V
What's the worst veggie? all are fine.
Where do you want to go on vacation? somewher quiet.
The Letter W
What's your worst habit? assuming?
Where do you live? Singapore(:
What's your worst fear? IDK.
The Letter X
Have you ever had an x-ray? yeah.
Do you own a xylophone? no.
The Letter Y
Do you like the color yellow? not really.
What's one thing you yearn for? new ipod!
The Letter Z
Whats your zodiac sign? rooster.
Do you believe in the zodiac? IDK.
Favorite zoo animal? too many.

i'm too lazy to blog alr.
shall stop here.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

7:26 PM

I blogged super long yesterday without knowing(:
lol. and thats good. haha.
oh and I realised that a lot of people visited my
blog did not TAGGED!
PLEASE LEAVE A TAG IF YOU VIEWED MY BLOG(:
thank you very much(:
i'm so freaking tired! at least i wasn't made to do 800m
fly straight cause i would probably die.
conidering the fact that i was dying cause i can't move.
well, this morning's trng was super boring
and darren made an improvement! haha.
yesterday[I think] he died after the 2nd 100 for 10 times
100 free. haha. and today! amazingly he died only after 3!
good job darren! haha i hope he doesn't see this(:but IDC.
after that went causeway with matt,angela,darryl,scott,
darren,boon,mylene,kelvin. i think can't remember. lol.
ate pasta with angela&matt. then went to the arcade cause mattias
wanted to. it was damn boring cause there's nth to do at causeway
and we have hell loads of time. didn't watch a movie today
cause sab and boon aren't around. after that we returned to sch.
yeah and played cards in the level four gym room. haha.
played like damn long till i got sick of it.then i stopped
and played yaozong's psp(: haha. after that there was nothing to do
so i kind of went high. haha. here are the pics taken(:

my fingers and angela's head(: haha.

haha. xiaoli at so called "detention". haha so cute(:

angela and her fingers(:

haha. sorry yaozong but the pics really funny, must share(: lol.

yaozong with the so called 'stick' smiling for the camera(: lol.

mattias trying to sleep in a unique position(: haha.

gym room!

mattias & xiaoli with nice posts(: haha.

idk what this is suppose to be but i think its a triangle with angela,xiaoli and me in it(:

finally, angela's and my art work(: with everyone's slippers. its a heart with I <3 U
in the centre.

thats how bored we were(: haha.
yeah and for afternoon trng.
I didn't have shoes cause i didn't know
the coaches would change their minds after
morning tnrg and ask us to bring shoes.
so i didn't have cause i didn't go home.
so had to swim. and i'm freaking tired
though I didn't train very hard. lol.
and kindness really doesn't pay.
yaozong got scolded by some ppl from scott's class
just cause he got bubble tea for scott and brought it to
his class for him. okay i think its long enough(:
shall end here.

sabrinaheng!
rest well and get well soon!

angelatan!
I reached home at 6.21pm today,
haha(:

Monday, May 26, 2008

6:50 PM

yay! i'm back home. like finally.
i reached home at like 6.37pm.
thanks to trng which was pushed one hour later
than usual. i'm gonna like reach home at this time
for the whole of the holidays.
so its just like saying goodbye to my hols.
but it was rather fun trng. lol.
not exatly trng but the times between afternoon
and morning trng(:
today, gab,haili,yaozong,vanessa,angela,sab and I
watched a movie, horror movie.
[don't know how to spell the title.]
the movie was boring. lol. total waste of money.
but then what happened during the movie was super funny.
haili was sitting beside angela who was sitting beside
sab who was sitting beside boon who was sitting beside gab
who was sitting beside me and finally the person beside me,
yao zong. okay then like i said it was a horror movie.
sab decided not to watch the show and sleep, so she close her eyes and hold
angela's hand[if i'm not wrong] then angela who was KIND OF watching
suddenly screamed, sab screamed and boon followed. and it turned out that
that part wasn't even scary. lol. but after that they screamed at the right time
so it wasn't that funny. lol. I didn't scream cause apparently gabriel ong was sitting in between boon and I. haha.
and he kept telling me,"lucky you didn't sit with them or else you'll be screaming too." I, too also kept telling him nine times or more,"i don't want to watch alr" but still continued to watch. lol. then yaozong, it is a horror movie so its
natural to be scare. yaozong kept saying,"can look alr, got nothing, look, faster look" lol. thanks lah yaozong make me see the face of the ghost. lol.
okay then we went back to school.
played cards. and drew! haha.
cause it was really super duper uber boring.
then the last game. apparently gabriel was playing.
he ask me to hold some cards[which were all his lousy cards]
then he played himself. in the end he lost
but he said i was holding the cards so i had to give out.
then NO ONE told me they weren't going to play anymore
so i gave out, then no one played.
waste my time lah. then angela brought this spongebob pen up to the gym
room and sab, angela and I drew on vanessa boon's foot.
we signed our names on her foot too. lol.
the pics are below(:

my fingers trying to squeeze angela's head. and gab's fingers trying to spoil the picture(:

angela's fingers trying to squeeze boon's head. haha this picture rocks(:

angela and her cute post(: haha joking!

this were sab,angela and my signatures on boon foot(:

this is our "art" work on boon's foot! haha.

okay i think i blogged rather long today.
thats good(:
lol.

Sunday, May 25, 2008

5:17 PM

YOURLOVEISALIE

I fall asleep by the telephone
It’s two o’clock and I’m waiting up alone
Tell me, where have you been?
I found a note with another name
You blow a kiss but it just don’t feel the same
Cause I can feel that you’re gone
I can’t bite my tongue forever, while you try to play it cool
You can hide behind your stories, but don’t take me for a fool

You can tell me that there’s nobody else (but I feel it)
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself (but I see it)
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie
It’s nothing but a lie

You look so innocent
But the guilt in your voice gives you away
Yeah, you know what I mean
How does it feel when you kiss when you know that I trust you
And do you think about me when he f**ks you?
Could you be more obscene?
So don’t try to say you’re sorry, or try to make it right
And don’t waste your breath because it’s too late, it’s too late

You can tell me that there’s nobody else
You can tell me that you’re home by yourself
You can look into my eyes and pretend all you want, but I know, I know
Your love is just a lie [Lie! Lie! Lie!]
It’s nothing but a lie [Lie! Lie! Lie!]
You’re nothing but a lie.

my tagboard is screwed.
so i replaced it with a new one.
its freaking boring today!
at least i wasn't forced to play dota!
[YOUKNOWHO!]
ask me play. wth lah.
damn bored.
so i've decided to change my blogskin
cause i think the other one is kind of screwed up.

Friday, May 23, 2008

9:02 PM

I'm so tired and sleepy.
I took the whole afternoon & evening
to clear my drawers and cardboard.
SEE! its neat and nice.
haha. tmr morning still have trng/
this week was okay i guess.
quite boring.
test ended on thursday(:
which is a good thing.
BUT i'm am going to fail my a math.
i think.
oh and last night,
toh,amandamoronlim,tingting,sab,charmaine,yanteng,
joan,joy,sally(: and me played,
1: signal
2: heart attack
3: indian poker
4: murderer

then moron and tingting left and we played,
more games(: haha.
then boon,mylene,gab and dom joined in,
and we played truth or dare.
kind of at least cause there wasn't enough time.
the dares were super funny.
won't go into details cause its embarrassing.
but not for boon lah.
haha.

cardboard.

drawer.

Sunday, May 18, 2008

9:49 AM

i didn't blog for ike super long...
can't be bothered to.
fell sick in twice in two weeks.
how great is that.
hmm... i better upload the pics on my blog before qing kills me.
lol. cause it has been 3 weeks.
and its cause my computer crashed so i didn't.
sorry yeah qing.

shadow(:

qing.me&sab.

MIRROR(:

ICE CREAM:]

Qing&me.

SAB&ME.

me,qing,sab&narelle(:

sab,qing&me.

I lost the rest i think.
lol. sorry.

Friday, May 02, 2008

11:14 AM

this morning's trng was okay.
quite fun lah.
did gym,
the gym was super hot lah.
cause the air con wasn't on!
and the heat is like trapped inside the gym.
that we had to fight for the fans(:
but so little ppl trained.
hmmm, twelve ppl if i'm not wrong.
and we took up six lanes(: lol.
angela, toh -lane 0
darren, clement -lane 1
mattias, aaron -lane 2
gabriel, ben mah-lane 3
sab, me -lane 4
kelvin, yaozong -lane 5
oh and within 200m warm down,
3 ppl asked me how am i going home!
i'm so tired!
but going out with
sab angela and qing later.
i think i haven't blog in a long while so
i decided to blog.
anyways my tagboard has some error.
so i took it off.

Thursday, May 01, 2008

10:47 PM

I'm too lazy to blog,
and i think this song's nice.
maybe cause of the show.
trng tmr morning again.
sighs.

In the distance comes wind's clamor
The world quiet down to watch the spectacle
The signal their eyes beam
Keeps prickling the fine hair behind our ears
Final countdown at the court
No one dares to be frivolous before the killing
The war flame spurs with a touch
Blood and toil for whose glory?

I don't want it but there is no room to think
Who has me surrounded?
Or, are my feet
Already used to this pace
Destiny makes threatening gestures forming a cover
Me and you, each put on a handcuff, silently roar
Then look at you quietly looking at me
slowly sink into the mire

I don't want to fight you
It's just that we happen to have the same goal
The dream I want is in your hands
Don't blame me for causing you to go away empty-handed

With a roar, I clench my fist
Thundering clapping, bodies moving
Gravel everywhere
My hands scratch out a glorious wound
I look around and can't find my ally
You sneer and silently lower your head
Suddenly, I realize behind the victory
There is nothing else besides you and me

In the darkness, God's hands
Still controls a pair of trapped beasts
Our dream is in whose hands?
Why did it end up missing?

11:20 AM

No Air"
(feat. Chris Brown)

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake
It's 'cause you took my breath away
Losing you is like living in a world with no air
Oh

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave
My heart won't move, it's incomplete
Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

But how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]
Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air
Can't live, can't breathe with no air
It's how I feel when I know you ain't there
It's no air, no air
Got me out here in the water so deep
Tell me how you gonna be without me
If you ain't here, I just can't breathe
It's no air, no air

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew
Right off the ground to float to you
There's no gravity to hold me down for real

But somehow I'm still alive inside
You took my breath, but I survived
I don't know how, but I don't even care

So how do you expect me
to live alone with just me
'Cause my world revolves around you
It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No more
It's no air, no air

[Chorus x2]

No air, air
No air, air
No air, air
No air, air