{horizon of love, I know you'll always b here for me|

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

11:26 PM

NOT IN THE MOOD TO BLOG NOW.

i don't know what you are freaking doing.
i'm sorry,

Friday, April 25, 2008

8:58 PM

I failed my e math.
expected cause i can't draw graphs.
but nvm. i don't really care.
a math was okay.
thought i screwed up bio but in the end it was okay,
considering i got the whole seven marks question wrong
because of a word.
okay enough of tests.
schools fine other than the tests i guess.
so hot!
oh ya! narelle stupid kheng just learnt a new chinese
phrase(:
i must congratulate her.
though its damn irritating when she keeps repeating it.
haha.

holding myself back.
i'm sorry.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

11:14 PM

I'm super lazy to update,
but I will do it. lol.
I so tired! and its like only 11.14!
this week was not good.
I am going to fail my e math.
but i don't really care anymore.
I can't draw frigging graphs.
and amanda moron lim, still can laugh at me.
thanks lah.
and sabrina asshole heng you and amanda curse
me say I draw so slow confirm won't finish.
haha. I HATE GRAPHS.
lol. A math is okay i think.
I hope I don't fail too.
[amanda moron lim don't say i talk crap, I will really fail lah]
haha.
got nothing to blog about alr.

GOODBYE TO YOU
Of all the things I believed in
I just wanna get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes
And you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time

Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to

and when the stars fall i will lie awake
your my shooting star

[itsnotforyou]

Friday, April 11, 2008

8:28 PM

I haven't blogged in a long time.
I'm so freaking tired/
finally realise how unfair life is.
****. right sab?
haha. trng was okay this week I guess?
school? screwed up/
I think I just got myself into a lot of trouble this week.
but nvm.
I finally did okay in chem.
FINALLY.
things are like crap.
I'm stuck with nowhere to go.
i got nothing to blog alr.
shall do a short quiz.

the truth finally was said huh?
and its forever my fault.
whats the freaking point continueing?
if you think you're bad,
think again.
you may be the luckiest person in the world.
since its my fault again, I'm sorry.
why love when it hurts?

[[ The Basics ]]
Name: nicolechoysiying
Age: fourteeeenn(:
Birthday: twentyninejulyninetythree/
Height: 158
Astro Sign: Leo:|
Current Location: home.
[[ Random Stuff ]]
What are you excited for?: IDK?
Do you like to dress up?: no.
Do you still care about your last bf/gf?: yeah i guess?
Would you go out with them again?: why not? as a friend.
[[ Favorites ]]
Color: blue black pink
TV Show: IDK.
Place to be: home.
Smell: anything sweet/
Friend: haha. sabrinaheng.
Food: too many!
Candy: too many!
Car: IDK.
[[ Have You Ever ]]
Danced in the rain?: nope.
Had detention?: nope.
Missed someone so much you couldn't sleep?: yeah?
Met someone famous?: yes.
Cried yourself to sleep?: yeah?
Laughed so hard you cried?:: yes! haha.
Gotten straight A's?: IDK.
Ran into something and fell?: yes always.
Been kissed in the rain?: nope.
[[ Do You ]]
Smoke/drink: no.
Like to laugh/smile: yes! absolutely.
Miss someone: yeah?
Laugh at things that happened the day before?: yeah always. haha/
Cry at sad romance movies?: yeah.
Change in front of your friends?: yeah duh.
Care about what people think of you?: nope.
Say stupid things?: haha everytime.
[[ This Or That ]]
Romantic/ Funny: both(:
Love/ Money: both(:
Pepsi/ Coke: coke.
Day/ Night: NIGHT.
Pop/ Water: WATER!
Sun/ Rain: RAIN!
[[ Your Lasts ]]
Person you hugged: IDK.
Person you kissed: IDK.
Time you cried: just now?
Person you laughed with: SABRINAHENG<3
Time you really had fun: SABRINAHENG<3
Person to make you smile: SHERYL. [you'refrigginglame]]
Time you really felt loved: IDK.
Place you went to: swimmingpool.
Thing you bought: nothing.
Person you hung out with: SABRINAHENG<3